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[03 Mar 2010|05:47am] |
also, see you again by miley cyrus has been in my head all day.
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[03 Mar 2010|05:37am] |
I just posted this on my LJ, ~butterflyclip, and it made me realize how much I REALLY REALLY miss my old RP scene on GJ/IJ. FFffffff. ily guys.
"I hate that I keep getting linked to ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) bad_rpers_suck. I didn't even know that was a comm until I started RPing in Trek. WILD. Honestly, why is this even happening. I managed to avoid any outward/public drama (minus the random anonymous wank by obvious anons, thanks guyz) and yet I'm getting lumped in with the people that should apparently care when otherpeople are getting flamed. I don't wanna know!!
Like yeah, okay, lately I've been ranting about how people just don't talk to me if they have a problem with my characters/plots, or just ME in general (hey I'm self-conscious, nice to meet you), I seriously hate anonymous wank more than I can properly express. And yeah, I feel like I'm stuck right now because I should just be able to talk to people about all of this and figure out why the hell it's happening, but I can't, because of whatever stupid reasons, so I've chosen to stay out of it. There really IS a lot of hypocrisy going on but I'm new to the fandom and I'm not about to stoop to wanking just because I'm getting fed up. I don't really know where I stand with a few people anymore, and this isn't helping.
... I HATE that this sounds like I'm taking RP really seriously, I'm not, it's just annoying. When I started RP however long ago (wow, 8 years, wtf is my life) everyone was really close OOC, whether you had characters that were friends or enemies, and it was awesome, and hell I went to Michigan to meet my main RP crowd for crissake, and it was like I was meeting up with friends I grew up with. We were THAT close. This new RP scene on LJ I'm getting into? I can't imagine being that close to anyone. Don'tgetmewrong, there are some players I LOVE on LJ, (and I'm only talking about the new people I've met, not my <lj user=thedressingroom) loves) but gdi, I've never, ever dealt with this much backstabbing and elitism in RP in my life. It's depressing and stupid.
Whatever though, fff, I'm just sick of being disappointed by people I thought were cooler than starting wank. But I'm not about to contribute to public flaming either. I've had it done to me, and it's fucking stupid.
why can't we all just get aloooooonng.
and hey, i bolded the main points cause this is way tl;dr. whatever."
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[18 Feb 2010|08:39pm] |
I cannot express how EXCITED I am for this game. Ohlord. I haven't filled out an application for a real game in, uh, over a year BUT I'M SO EXCITED because Broadway + Harry Potter = everything I love in the world. I mean, there's more stuff, BUT C'MON.
Now, I watch Grease. Then start her app. Although I'm pretty sure I remember Miss Sandradee's personality pretty well. :)
![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dixitmods, if you want to check it out.
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[18 Feb 2010|04:06am] |
I think I'm going to start using this thing again.
Yeeeaaah. :)
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